today

the morning class was nice as usual. but the afternoon class just drove us all mad.

oh the screaming, the laughing for no reason, the blurness, the showing off, the fighting, the protesting, the grabbing. chaos.
just frustrating.

like Steph said, it's a wrong combination of students.

almost lost my head. but i'm glad i didn't. else i would've really exploded and everyone will die a painful death.

looking back, i have no idea how i managed. i knew i was hanging by a loose thread, yet i didn't feel the rush of heat up my chest. i was frustrated yes, but not enough to get angry. i felt the need to yell, and i did a few times, but i held out through the unreasonable screaming.

am i much better at coping with the misbehaviours?
am i more tolerant?
am i more patient?
am i more cool-headed?
or...have i gone into a helpless state?

i hope it's all the positive points and not the negative one.