unorganized thoughts

after two days of sleep and rest and nothing else, i don't feel like i need sleep anymore.
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not being able to attend the final day of ARUPS is really a wasted opportunity. and i was so looking forward to the few presentations.
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btw, i really hate feeling rubber-y and spinning-y for the last few days.
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the ringing is not going away until tomorrow evening when all those pus are removed. dang.
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i'm confused why they'd do it in a restaurant and not their own premise.
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need to contact some people i met in ARUPS. asap.
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i think my doc is the most detailed and kind doc i've ever met. the ideal doc-patient relationship. communication. never rushes even though the waiting line extends outside the door. he works too hard though.
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Adam couple is too funny.
and i can't believe Khuntoria's daughters are just 16-17. look at them talk abt dating/marriage. mindblowing how kids' thinking nowadays have changed. i shudder. or am i just too old fashioned?
YongSeo couple...well...i'm confused with the timeline swapping. brain not adjusting well. but i don't wanna watch again either. not after it's all sorted out anyway.
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Kim Tak Gu's final 2 episodes was the best of the whole story (oh well, not that i watched the whole drama). yet i still think 2 episodes for all that is too long =.=
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Ouran officially ended. *sob* it's been an interesting and fun ride. love Honey senpai, Mori senpai, Hikaru and Kaoru, Kyouya senpai, Tamaki senpai and Haruhi. will miss the host club dearly. BUT we're gonna hav a special edition in november, yay! =D
i really really like Kyouya senpai. and Mori =)
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life's short and unexpected. live with no regrets.
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through you, we came to know a side of him that he seldom talks about. thank you for the rare opportunities. i just wished we'd get to know you sooner. then we'll all be privy to more of his "secrets" =)
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i think it will be long term. will hell break lose? i shudder. working outstation is really inviting right now.
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when will Nodame final movie be released with subs? my neck has grown longer again.
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speaking of Nodame, just read that taiwan will do a remake of Zettai Kareshi with Wu Chun and Goo Hye Sun. seriously? enough with Jap manga remake, now importing Korean actors and actresses? are you seriously out of talent? sheesh.
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i'm being un-eco-friendly with the amount of tissue usage for all the fluid discharge from my ear canal. eww.
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i'm not interested in JYJ, or HoMin, or cassie, or anti-fans, or split-fans, or SM, or AVEX or whatever political/legal drama. i just want my Xiah Junsu, Micky Yoochun, Hero JaeJoong, Max Changmin and UKnow Yunho as DBSK together.
no amount of persuasion is gonna convince me to go for JYJ. it's crazy.
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i'm well aware they're human like you and me. but a lot don't. sad case really.
i just wish they'll work things out and be a family again. though i know it may not be the case.
but since i'm human and they're human, and i have faith in humanly possible outcomes, i'll continue to hope. however long it may take me.
is that hard to understand?
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i guess that's all for now. the ringing is too much for me to concentrate right now that i can only rely on one ear. everything sounds so....haphazard, and soft, and echo-ey, and edgy, and muffled and 2D. difficult to filter sounds that don't need my attention.
hope tomorrow goes well. fighting!
can't wait till i can hear properly again. wheee...