serious

i like serious stuff.
drama...books...people...concepts...
makes me feel smart. [pah! smart...smart-buttock more like]

i don't know if it's me, or the effects of socialization.
all the readings, watching tv, and listening to conversations by elders and people i admire...
i wonder if it's that or just me.
or both.

laws of attraction, maybe?
because i'm like that, that's why i got influenced like this?
because i got influenced, that's why i became like this?