이제...다 끝났어?

question marks...
is this temporary?
is this the final call?
is there no turning back?
can there be no compromises?
do i still believe that everything's gonna be alright?

what is it really?
ur wants?
ur needs?
third party influences?

even though i can give excuses...even though i can rationalize......
i still don't understand.

please tell me this is not the end.
please tell me this is just temporary, that you're taking time off for yourself.
please tell me you'll be back together again.
please tell me everything's gonna be alright.

even though i already had a hunch about this earlier.

i know this is irrational. i know this is a pitiful plea.
but i can't help it.

i'm already deeply emotionally invested.
i want to still believe in you. i want to always keep the faith, like what you say.
but i'm now wavering because of all that's happening.
i don't want to, but i now am.

please restore the faith.
please...don't stay silent no more.
say something. anything at all.
even if i won't fully understand, at least i won't be kept in the dark.
questioning, wondering and fearing the worst.

but still...
i'll still keep the faith.
i'll still support whatever decisions and paths you take.
even if it pains me to think about it.

but know this...
i still harbour the hope of you coming back again.
coz deep down inside...i believe you will.
eventually if not soon enough.
just don't keep me waiting forever.

yes...i'm beyond rational.