Self doubting

The more I read, the more I listen, the more I find myself thinking and questioning.

And there are so much to read.

What do I do with the questions?
What do I do with my confusions?
What do I do with my low self confidence?
What do I do with the information I've read?

I only absorb at the moment. Not really critically thinking about things. Not really making notes and summarising and analysing and connecting dots.

I don't even know if I know what I'm doing. If I'm moving at a good pace. I don't feel like I'm working hard enough.

I don't know if I can do this.