misc stuff

49 days..omg.
watched only one episode before it officially ends tomorrow. and omg. i hate its cliffhangers. i already hate it when i'm reading the recaps. but watching it is totally a different thing altogether. of course it's a good thing, for the drama anyway. not good for my viewer's heart and that let-last-epi-arrive-soon itchiness.

still has that dull ache(?) whenever i see their individual news.
listening to him sing after so long, is really nice. but somehow, that spark or magic is lacking. not feeling the same passion as it was before. i wonder if it's because of the change, or he's losing his passion. still, he sounds amazing as always.
can't wait to see him dancing on ice. it's supposed to be good. i hope it's as good as they reported. i guess coz it's ultimate passion, he could ace anything related to dancing.
and him in drama. i still can't bring myself to watch his dramas, though i'm very intrigued by his co-stars. sigh...he's got good luck on his side, to be acting alongside Kim Seung Woo and Kang Hye Jung, Kim Kap Soo, Yoo Ah Min and Song Joong Ki. btw, he looks impeccable as always, though it's the same look as couple of years ago.
still hoping for that day to come. watching Take That together is really encouraging. now, like mt said, if H.O.T does it as well, then =D

smartphones are not a necessity.
but i'm itching for it nonetheless. and with mt looking for a phone due to unavoidable circumstances, and seriously considering a smartphone at that, that itch is scratching again. my phone is still hanging in there. thank goodness. and with my plans for the year end, i couldn't afford a smartphone right now.

i think i need to sleep earlier.
sometimes, my mind just turns on the sleep mode in the middle of something. very bad.

strained my back, again.
dang. and i'm reluctant to go fix it coz it's pretty expensive. but it's bothering me. gosh. why can't this be fixed on my own? sigh...in the end it's my fault for not being careful.

don't feel comfortable being with them.
granted, it could be a result of not contacting each other for a long long time. but, i never felt i shared even quarter of a page with them last time. well, say me cocky for not trying to see it their way. i did try, it just doesn't suit me. yeah, we could still meet up and talk about superficial stuff and joke around, but i'd still feel awkward and out of place, like i was.

super weird hearing him talk about things like that.
well, we're not strong believers of anything. ok, maybe of sixth sense. but seriously, i wouldn't believe that, even though it could prove effective. i do understand however, why you're interested. but please, do it for the right reasons. yes, no harm trying. but, think also of the consequences if it turns out to be something that is not what it claimed to be. yeah well, i'm skeptical that way.