Doubts

now and then, i have doubts in my own capabilities, patience and tolerance. though i know that this is what i wanna do, i can't help but think that i might not be cut out for this.

but then, something will happen, someone will say something, and reassure me of my choice. and i sincerely thank them for that.

i guess this is acceptable and necessary, the recurring doubts. makes me question myself, be more critical of myself, and improve myself.

but while it's happening, it doesn't make me feel good. puts some dents in my self-esteem, even though i know it's good for the future me.