got a call from primary school friend, whom I haven't met since form 5, to attend another primary school friend's bday party. [btw..she sounded extremely sugary. i can't stand sugary voices. but tht's how she is. i juz forgot.]
was really surprised. never thought i'd get any call nor letter from any of them again. considering how we parted last time. or was it me who couldn't let things drop??
anyway...i've made peace with the whole saga back in my primary school. [took me long enough!] though i'm still living with the aftereffects of the damage done.
chewed over the invitation for a few days. then decided to go. hey...since i already made peace with it, why don't i get meself a proper closure, rite?
so yeah...i'm gonna be meeting some people i haven't met nor spoken to since at least 7 years ago. even though i have no idea who i'll be meeting. i'm not sure if i still remember their names...sigh
funny part is...none of the people except for the one who called me knew i am going. she said it'll b a surprise to everyone. hmm..i wonder if the bday girl knows??
anyway...they'll know in 15 hours rite??
i don't know what to expect. heck, i've never made expectations since i don't know when.
i just hope i'll be me and come out of it in one piece.
[random: suddenly all those social comparison theory, self-esteem, self-concept stuff from social psych class last sem came back to me. sigh]
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