world war III is raging in me
feel peaceful, content, and safe in a minute. then fear, insecure and lost in another.
i may be suffering from one of the psychological disorders i'm studying. can't pinpoint which. coz it all sounds like me.
it's hard. feeling lonely and alone in a place u love.
it's even harder. feeling lonely and alone in a place u want to belong in.
home is now the only place i feel safe. i thank thee.
damn...why do i get these kinda feelings right after they leave?
i'm tired. not even the ride under the sun and wind rejuvenates me.
i wanna bury this. i wanna start over. i don't expect a smooth path.
i want to succeed.
i want a beautiful world when this war is officially over.
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