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Thursday, June 21, 2012

being chosen

Hz recently requests to have me sit with him almost all the time.

on the other hand though, G plays up like no tomorrow when i sit with him. and immediately follows nicely when we change teacher.

and she always wants teacher J.

sometimes, even though i know it's not deliberate, i feel frustrated and sad and disappointed to know that a kid doesn't like working with me. coz it indicates that there is something about me that is not working with them.

and it perplexes me coz most of the times, i have no idea what's not working with them. my tone? my insistence? my attitude? my indulgence? my feelings?

and i can only guess coz they can't tell me either.

but i'm slowly coming to terms with feeling bad about it. i mean, there's always another teacher to step in. most important is that they'll learn. and i get a chance to find out what exactly is not working.

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