isolation

i'm at home most of the time when i'm not working or having meals with my family or when i need to do some grocery shopping.

not meeting up with friends. not calling them. not emailing them. not checking up fb either. (fb is becoming so cluttered and impersonal)
so i have no idea what most of my close friends are doing right now.

i don't know. i just don't feel like sharing myself outside of my family these days. well...yes i do still blog. but it's kinda different when it comes to personally initiating contact. it kinda feels like i feel a bit tired with sharing a part of me these days. is this a sign of burning out? but then i have no qualms sharing myself with the kids. *shrug*

i acknowledge this is kinda unhealthy. yeah...my social life has always been this limited. i could even say i don't have one. but honestly, right now, i kinda like it that way.

i know i'll come out of my shelter once the rain cleared. but in my world, it's still drizzling. and i don't feel like wading through the rain right now.