Romantic Relationship

suddenly..i wondered.

would i be different now if i had been in a romantic relationship?
would i be a different person when i'm involved in one?

but then again...it's no use wondering. coz unless i get into one...i won't know. n right now...i don't have even a tiny inclination to do so.

y do i suddenly have this kinda thought? u ask...

i suddenly realized that a lot of people around me...are a BF/GF to someone. and they're really happy. [i'm so happy for you =)]
plus...i'm still reeling in the aftermath of watching Shining Inheritance [a good drama, by the way]
so love the sweetness, humour and insight of the drama.
n there has been good and happy news in the romance department from artists i like ^^ [Tablo, DJ Tukutz n Jang Dong Gun]

but then again...i'm also reminded of some sad/regretful/outrageously ridiculous stories.

am i afraid of it? probably.
am i resistant to it? to a certain extent.
do i rule out it's probability? no.
do i look forward to it? no. not now.
do i regret i have never experienced it? maybe. but i don't think so.

and i really don't understand how some people can get into a relationship jz for the sake of  "the experience". yes...u might jz find ur soulmate in the end. but usually...it ended up in a sour note. like what happened to my seniors and a few of my friends...sigh
it just....baffles me.

difference in opinion and values...i guess.