after exams

finished my exams on wed. finally.

went on a story book reading spree right after that (it actually started last tue...after my psych paper... i just couldn't resist the temptation...no self-regulation n discipline whatsoever)

oh...i also watched "They Kiss Again" (neh...the taiwanese idol drama...It Started With A Kiss's sequel). didn't watch the whole of it. skipped a lot of unnecessary scenes...

Goodness Gracious...intimate scenes overload. i don't ever wanna watch this drama again.

it's no wonder....coz i watched almost from the beginning to the end in just 3 days...all thanks to mt. n my lack of resolution in delaying gratification.

actually...they're not that intimate...it's just that the kissing scenes are averagely more than 6 seconds long. n it's not the kind of plain stiff lips-to-lips kisses asian shows usually show. it's french kisses for crying out loud. n i thought TVs aren't supposed to show that. summore it's a prime time show. there are KIDS WATCHING for God's sake!! such bad examples.

don't they know TV influences children learning a lot??? it's true!! there's proof of it. too bad i can't put them in nice words without sounding verbose n lame. my english is failing me rite now. my vocab is pathetically very limited. blame myself for not reading more.

oh n the infamous bed scene which the media purportedly say is very steamy...alright..it's steamy enough...according to the usual TV showings. i just think it's unnecessary. hello...3 mins for that?? and the viewers are protesting that they shouldn't have cut the supposedly 5 mins down to 3 mins. people....it's TOO LONG!!! n totally unnecessary. don't they understand that the characters n the storyline is the essence of a story??

no wonder i don't like to watch tw-dramas.

the drama...all in all it's kinda fun. though there's a lot of illogical stuff there. the story is average to my standard but quite good for tw-dramas. i like the chemistry between the lead actor n actress. it's sweet. they look good together. not to mention very comfortable and natural. especially when they embrace each other. like lock n key...perfect fit. makes you (me...at least) wonder if they're really an item. not that i fantasize them so...i have much better things to do than that.

okok....i'm done with the drama.

my exams...good n bad. i'm more than ok with MCQs and below average with essays. my fault for not studying earlier. too confident n a serious lack of discipline. only after exams am i anxious how my results will turn out. padan muka.

someone slap me please. or rather....beat my lazy bones out of me.

on 2nd thought...don't bother. no one can help me but myself. yea...it's so cliched...but it's also damn true.

my presentation....i suck to the max. trust me to go on stage not fully prepared n get huge stage fright. now i wish i had written small notes to the stage...dang. oh well...it's a good experience anyway. at least now i know where i made mistakes...

but the downside of it is....i am reminded of my days performing on stage. whether it was story-telling...speeches...singing...and dancing even.

how the hell did i accomplish all that without accidents and embarassments?? n to be honest...i was damn good at it too. [i am allowed to indulge...if not brag...mind u]

really...it's a wonder how i survived having all those pairs of eyes staring at me n yet still looked calm, collected n composed on stage. heck...i think i was even confident all those times.

on that tues...that LT disappeared to nowhere. now i'll have low marks for MC100, which i think is a shallow, idiotic, dumb, totally unnecessary n contributes-nothing-to-my-intellect subject. a waste of time and money. oh...n the lecturer is none other than miss sue...the same who taught me Malaysian Studies - another dumb subject. it's really hard to please her. she expects a lot from us. yet...she didn't specify what she look for in us. i don't dislike her. actually she's quite fun. different. unconventional.

yea...i know a lot of people don't like her. hate her even. but i don't. mayb bcoz she's different in my class?? no idea. but then again...i rarely dislike a teacher. of course there's a few exceptions. i am human alright.



dang...i lost my flow. have no idea wat else to say in this entry. no idea how to continue. too long didn't blog edi.