Old Friend

bumped into an old friend back from primary school yesterday. in HELP.

imagine my surprise and delight to meet him again. can't believe 我们这么有缘. oh...the story is kinda long. i'd not bore u with it. if u're really that interested, ask me when u see me ^^

it's so nice talking to him again, just like the days back then. made me laugh so hard for an hour. n it came at a right time too...after all the worrying stuff i absorbed during class.

he's still the same but with a wiser brain [muahahahaha]. and man he talks!! if i didn't interrupt him that handful of times, he would've continued non-stop. now that i think of it, wasn't he thirsty?? hahaha

and i realized, even though we were close back then, i didn't really know the real him. only his love story and jokes. ok lah...i could claim i'm one of the few who knows almost all of him.

and NO. we don't have that kind of relationship. thank god =) and we were so lucky that the gossip big mouths never whispered a thing about us. it was always about him and the other girl. or i'd have stayed away from him. hahaha. no lah...he was such a good friend to lose over these matters.

and yes. i do regret i wasn't his friend for all these years. but then again, i've only just started to heal these few years back. if we'd have been in close contact those years, i might have lost a friend forever instead. we'd have clashed so much on perspectives and expectations and just not talk to each other again.

i'm such a bad friend, aren't i?

oh well, at least i'm now given a second chance...no, third, no no no...fifth chance to make up for it.

n even though i changed so much in appearance than when he last saw me...he still could recognize me, when i need confirmation from my sis. swt.

aren't i just so very bad???